Friday, February 12, 2010

hanya kau yang mampu

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Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku
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Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
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Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
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malam yg panjang

malam yg agak pnjang sbb tak boleh tidur. bangun dari tilam pegi dapur buat blueberry cheese cakes. buat bising kat dapur di malam dinihari. hati lega bila melayan perasaan sendiri. bertambah lega dan gembira bila tengok cakes yg dah siap, cuma kena tunggu sejuk sebelum dimasukkan ke dalam fridge. letak note kat cakes mintak bibik masukkan dlm fridge bila dia bangun tido nnti. bibik salunya bangun tido kul 430am. masa tu sure aku tengah dilamun mimpi nan indah. ehehe! yer ker?? atau pun tengah buat susu utk anakanda tercinta. tidurku tak pernah lena smenjak kehadirannya. hmmm.... harap2 thn depan dia dah tak bangun in the middle of nite 2 3 kali mintak susu lagi. gambo tak der sbb malas nak snap. hehe.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

an appointment

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bring Fariez to rumah ustaz at bandar tun razak. harap2 lepas ni he'll be okay. he looks fresh and energetic lepas kena urut dengan ustaz. kesian fariez, the whole nite he couldn't sleep (dan aku pun sama tak tido sbb jaga dia). fariez mandi 3 kali... serba tak kena, kejap ke sana, kejap ke sini. bila ingat2 balik, he has done thorough check-up at tawakal abt 2 yrs ago. he has done the EEG and CT scan as well - and the result was normal. i wonder why dia boleh kena lagi mcm tu. walaupun naluri ku berkata - he's OK ... BUT there must something wrong somewhere. tak mungkin kalau dia normal tapi kenapa dia boleh jadi mcm tu sekali. aku harap, lepas jumpa ustaz dan aku akan buat appointment lagi may be another 2 weeks from now - fariez will be better and better. amin.
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since am taking a half day leave, aku amik kesempatan to bring hanis to see the orthodontic - dr sarah haniza at taman tun dr ismail as suggested by dr kim tan for hanis's dental assessment and orthondontic care. she needs further treatments due to her cleft problem. it took us abt 2 hrs in the clinic - x-ray + referral letter + details assessment and explanation + teeth model etc. a grateful thanks to dr sarah haniza for the hospitality. she's very nice person. hanis is scheduled to see her again in june upon her completion check-up by the panel dentist. so many stages to go through. expectantly, hanis will be strong and brave to go through all these. she's a good girl! i know she could! (cuma aku rasa, aku jer yg belum bersedia dan berani nak tengok dia menempuhi semua2 tu.... hati seorang ibu... - she could be my motivator, i think?) hehe...
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lepas dah siap appointments.... kami singgah ke rumah kak cik for solat maghrib. and as usual - had a dinner there (mesti kena makan kat situ hehe), and one more thing yg buat aku ada geli hati sikit and rasa macam tak patut aku terima tapi nak buat mcmana kan... tak baik tolak rezeki... ikikikik!!! - aku dpt angpaw from kak cik as a birthday gift! huhu!!! siapa sangka... dh tua2 bangka pun ada lagi orang appreciate mcm tu kaannn??? anyway, tenkiu very very much for the angpau notes. hehe... really appreciate it!! - thank you again for making my day.
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hmmm.... a day with full of kepenatan tapi ada terselit kegembiraan. sampai rumah and then siap2 nak tido.... z z z z ....
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today's the day... that very special day...!!

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An additional number of my age.
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Not just a year older, but a year better.
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Happy Birthday and many happy returns of the day!!
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