Love is really HURT

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Love hurts, love scars

Love wounds, and marks

Any heart, not tough

Or strong, enough

To take a lot of pain

Take a lot of pain

Love is like a cloud

Holds a lot of rain

Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Im young, I know

But even soI know a thing, or two

I learned, from youI really learned a lot

Really learned a lot

Love is like a flame

It burns you when its hot

Love hurts, ooh ooh love hurts

Some fools think of happiness

Blissfulness, togetherness

Some fools fool themselves I guess

Theyre not foolin me

I know it isnt true

I know it isnt true

Love is just a lie

Made to make you blue

Love hurts, ooh,ooh love hurts

Ooh,ooh love hurts

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mY litTle baBy

blog aku ni takder pengkhususan... apa yg terlintas di fikiran aku yang suddenly/spontaneously that i would like to tell/story to you, aku akan terus create new post. heheh.. as you are aware.. ilham tidak boleh dipaksa2 kan? buat blog ni as if kita sedang bercakap dengan someone, kita yg jadi story teller nyer... so, this time i would like to share a lil' bit abt my 4th birth delivery.

yg no 4 ni aku normal, kat ampang putri ngn doctor ashar.... tu pun aku induce, pagi tu aku check up cm biasa sebelum tu doc dh bgtau aku nyer air ketuban sikit, so dia tak nak aku sakit naturally... sbb takut tak sempat duduk jauh kan from rawang-kl kolo sakit kat opis tak per lah, dekat..... but to be at the safe side, dia mmg nak induce aku bila dah tiba masa so, masa last cek up tu, masa scan doc kata it's about time to deliver... pah tu tanya aku nak induce tak? aku kata, up to you, which is better so, aku pn terus lah warded.... ngn sihat2 walafiat tu... tak der sakit apa pun, masa tu pun tak open lagi, cuma 2.5cm jer. then kul 12 aku disuruh masuk labour room.... tak tau nak buat apa, dlm hati tak berhenti aku berselawat moga2 aku dipermudahkan, sambil2 tu aku tgk tv, baca novel... keluar masuk toilet (just to make sure that aku 'clean' - heheh), laki aku relax jer (sbb tak rasa apa yg org perempuan rasa), siap buat kerje lagi ngn laptop dia kat labour room tu... sabor jer lah. lama lah pulak kat dlm tu, aku tanya nurse aku lapo sgt, boleh tak nak makan dulu, nurse kata boleh tapi aku tak digalakkan makan banyak sbb takut muntah nnti nak amik gas kan. Aku ingat lagi nama nurse tu Kak Wan... very cool, very soft... buat aku raya selamat dan yakin. Then, about 2.30pm aku dh kena induce pakai drip, lepas tu sakit dan sakit laa.. contraction makin kuat!

alhamdulillah, ku l3.47pm anak aku kuar .. tu pun doc duduk jer dpan aku, terus bluup!!!... hehe... aku dh takleh tahan... ubat tahan sakit pun tak sempat nak imune dlm badan aku, anak aku dh kuar dulu. Slamaaattt..!
Welcome to the new world my son, MUHAMMAD AQEEF FAHMI.

Segala kesakitan hilang sekelip mata bila pertama kali ku pandang wajah comel gebu nya. Ya Allah, aku bersyukur kerana aku dikurniakan sekali lagi amanatMu ini.... insya Allah, akan aku cuba mencorak yg terbaik buat nya... dan juga anak2 ku yg lain. Mama sayang anak2 mama, more than everything!

my chedet.com

everyday.. while waiting my hubby to fetch me up here.... the thing that i would love to do is reading the chedet.com. Eventhough aku ni tak suka sgt bab2 political... tapi blog chedet tak sikit tapi banyak buat aku belajar tntang alam politik tanah air kita nowadays. Pandangan2 yg bernas and mabeles dr chedet sememangnya buat aku - from the bottom of my heart... i salute him!

satu entry dr chedet yg buat aku tersenyum panjang ialah:

• I have a problem. I cannot remember the date I was married. As a result I always get into trouble with my wife.


• She has a remarkable memory for dates, not just her own or our special dates but she can remember the dates of birth of all her children, the dates of their marriage, the birthdays of all 17 of my grandchildren and even of her sisters and brothers and late parents.


• So I can rely on her and sign the birthday cards she passed on to me. Unfortunately she cannot remember much of what she read when studying medicine. So I used to coach her. Thus we complement each other.

aku tersenyum sbb apa? sbb benda tu pun terkena kat aku gak... as my hubby really hard to remember the birthdays of my children and even our marriage date!! malu jer kan... aku masih ingat lagi, satu hari tu aku dapat call - masa tu aku baru beberapa hari given birth to my second baby... ayah was asking bout when is our nikah's date. He was rushing to register my second baby kat pejabat pendaftaran masa tu... tengah isi borang lah kot...
tu lah, HUMAN MEMORY.... tak sama mcm memory kat PC ni yg boleh di save, edit, add and delete kan. if you wanna read more bout chedet HUMAN MEMORY click this link: http://test.chedet.com/che_det/2008/10/

well.... well... aku ada gambo our ex PM ni.... yg very cool, very understanding... nnti aku paste kan... kat opis lah puLOK!

sushi lagiiii...

atas permintaan anak2... (hehe.. sebenonya my own request) kami minta ayah belanja we all makan sushi... yahuuu!!! entah kenapa aku suka sgt makan sushi... dulu2 ayah tak suka tempat2 mcm ni... ayah kata:

• mahal laaa... makan ciput tapi bayo mahal, tak berbaloi!
• baik makan tempe goreng cicah sambal kicap, lagi sedap!
• ayah tak reti la makanan org asing nih.... tekak tak leh nak telan

tapi sekarang.... zaman dah berubah. ayah selalu ajak kami pegi makan sushi sebab:

• cuba la rasa orang lain punyer food... tak cuba tak tau...
• sushi is a healthy food!
• boleh pilih... nak pinggan mahal or yang paling murah...rm2 jer...
• kat sini best... tak ramai orang... privacy.

hehe.... tu lah ayah! dulu sombong... sekarang nih everytime makan kat situ... ayah yang lebih2... ayah mesti letak wasabe satu sudu.... bila ayah cicah sushi kat wasabe tu... sampai hijau! nanti muka and telinga ayah...terus bertukar warna merah bila nak telan. Disebabkan tadi kat umah tak lunch sbb mama malas nak masak... : ) so masing2 pulun berpinggan2 smpai satu meter... abang ngn adik makan 'sakana black pepper' one set each. Habis plak tu!! lapor kaaaann... mama ngn ayah tumpang sikit2 jer lah... fariez sekarang dah mula get use ngn sushi ni.. first time dulu bawak derang... sumer buat muka sedih. sumer mcm layan tak layan jer... tak per lah... nanti lama2.. ok la tu... like today...

anyway... thanks a bunch to ayah!! terima kasih daun keladi....

me & them

the first entry.... masih kelabu2, masih blur2... in how to create my own blog. hehe... masih bertatih... hari ni aku bangun lambat sbb aku rasa masa weekend jer aku nak tido lebih masa (wpun sebenonya cuma sedikit!). tu pun anak2 aku pagi2 dah bising2 suh aku bangun mandi and sarapan sekali dengan derang. aku buat dek jer.. sbb aku memang nak spend sikit time aku atas katil. bila lagi, yer tak? esok dah start keje.. bermakna rutin hidupku akan kembali lagi.. keja.. keja... balik lambat... lambat dan lambat. kesian kat anak2 aku seharian tunggu aku balik.. lebih2 lagi baby aku yang baru 3bulan lebih... tapi nak buat mcmana... keja carik duit pun untuk anak2 mama jugak kan?? luv you all...